Humble beginnings

A lot of people ask me how and when I first became interested in BDSM. This is a relatively simple question with a rather simple answer.

Suffice to say, I’ve been doing this waaaaaay longer than I should have been. I can recall being in my teens and seeing things in the media that I found alluring – not necessarily sexual, mind you, but utterly fascinating. Seemingly silly imagines – girls being tied up, held hostage by the evil villain – that sort of thing.

My generation was exceedingly lucky as we had the internet at our disposal. Naturally, I jumped online and sought out as much information as I could gather. Low and behold, there were names for the things I liked. Entire communities, in fact, all devoted to the things I found interesting!

It wasn’t long before I was playing around online – no, you won’t get any specifics on that matter – and when simple role playing no longer satisfied me, I indicted my kinky desires to my boyfriends/girlfriends (and am very proud to say I got more than one individual hooked). And the rest of course, is history.

There was no large epiphany for me, no sudden moment of unveiling where the imaginary light bulb above my head turned on. I like to think of it as a quiet acknowledgment that was just always there. Even when I was first exploring, I never felt any shame or embarrassment over my interests in BDSM. It never occurred to me that I what I wanted was wrong or unnatural.

Rather, it always felt like I had this dark secret, this extra special bit of knowledge.

And I love dirty little secrets…



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One Response to “Humble beginnings”

  1. rick Says:

    Amen. I think you said it all for a lot of people, including myself